this is completly off the car or anything sub, but i feel like maybe if i get it off my chest and maybe some can relate to this.


yesterday i found out that my girl friend of 3years has been cheating on me with another guy. i confronted her about it and she told me the truth, we was at school and the guy that she had been messing with walked up and put him arm around her, we had been sharing lockers and i said F**k this im tired of this. i threw her books out and he started mouthing off, i threw some papers in her face and called her a whore, he said something like dont do that, and out of know where i hit him, i hit him almost 7 times and busted his nose before the teachers could break it up. in the end i got suspended and he did too, but shes with him now and it hurts to know that i wasted 3 years with her, and she goes and does this. i also tried to commit suicide last nite. i tried to od on 10 valium 10's and 7 hydrocodone 7.5's but was rushed to the hostpital when my mom found me unconsious. i had my stomach pumped and charcoal put in me, in the end it didnt work and im here again hurting. i cant understand what i done. ive always been so good to her, do anything for her. but i guess ill get over it.